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My story 2017 - 2024:
From this point on I am going to alter the way I am writing this manuscript; we are now in 2024 December and things have changed radically.
Everything I did over these years from the beginning and onwards has brought me here to this time in my life has developed my spiritual senses and refined my internal energy so that I have been able to receive these incites of great magnitude. I will give a shortened version of the travels and moves that have been relevant to getting me here without the in-depth descriptions of what I went through.
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In 2017 dec I was living in sheltered accommodation that was very depressing, it was an enclosed space with flats occupied by upper middle aged and elderly people who had nothing to do except gossip unmercifully about everyone else who lived there. I came high on their list because of my way of thinking, and I made the mistake of not keeping myself to myself enough.
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Christmas was coming, my mum had passed over eight months ago, she had the best life, and she was 95 years old and ready to go. She left us all a small inheritance, so I decided to go way to Spain, it was a place called Albir six kilo miles north of Benidorm and stayed in and beautiful full board hotel, they put me in a seafront room overlooking the beach, and there I say for seven weeks.
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Via internet I was in touch with my daughters, who were back talking again, after the breach that happen when Vern died, my mum’s funeral did this because they both wanted to come and I said only if they made up and got over themselves, even if it was just for the time we went to her funeral party.
Yes, they agreed, and we spent a week in a hotel together that healed us, and we had the best wake ever, it was held in the hotel that mun and dad had owned and run for 50 years before they retired.
We, as family spent many holidays and Christmases there enjoying the isle of wight and all it glories, before it became commercialised and touristy. It was a rural place in the early days and most of the holiday shops closed for wintertime even the pubs closed for that season. We had a guitarist and sang mums favourite songs and enjoyed ourselves.
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I left for Spain on the 10th of December and came back at the end of January; my family told me I was mad, and I could not go… I told them that I can do what I like now in my life and spend my money on what I want, and I left.
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During these weeks I had a lot of incites given to me about the star systems and how they shifted across the sky, I had a perfect view of this from the balcony and each night I watch as the Orien belt move and shifted as we went through winter solstice and all the other main star systems. It was very enlightening.
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Because my health was not up to scratch, I did not join in with all the Christmas partying and going out, I spent my days just being in that lovely room with the warm sun shining on me thinking about how I was going to do my life when I got home.
Albir is a lovey cove with a stony beach, very Spanish, not very touristy and I just loved its authenticity.
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My youngers daughter had not been with her children for two years because she had been ill and unable to provide a place for them. They were living with the father who had marries a much younger girl and had their own child.
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H. had moved into a mobile home with three bedrooms on Canvey so that she could have the children for Christmas, she was still unwell and suffered a lot of anxiety. The father brought the children and told her that he did not want them anymore and she was to be the only parent for them, and he dumped them on her doorstep with black bags with their stuff in.
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He arranged to pay her maintenance enough for her to manage, but the children were broken mentally because of their circumstances. Everyday H’ was talking to me on f/time, and she was finding it hard to cope.
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I came home from Spain and by this time I had decided to move to Canvey where my daughter and grandchildren were.
Marne said to her guides, I will come up against a lot of disapproval over this choice, from my birth family and the people where I was living, they will not understand, but I know that it was my place to go to help with the children at this time.
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“And! I really want to get away from this closed environment, to live in a mobile home site right by the river, it will be another adventure, and I can always come back to reality, when this time is passed, as I know it will, because the children will grow up and things will change, they always do.
I have a lot of good teenage memories about this place.
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“Yes”, I have made my mind up and no-one will be able to change that, it’s the rebel in me shining out and I am making the arrangements”.
“We can see that Marne, and it’s the right thing to do, we always have to look after our own”, Jack and the others are saying to me.
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“Moving nearer to your daughter and the grandchildren will make them more secure, they are on their own, and it’s your and our job to do what’s best for all of the family”.
I love being close to them and them, love me being there, and there is energy work to do there, thought as Marne planned to move.
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This is good, Marne thought, as she moved into her new abode and settled herself in.
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